Life

Life
Current mood: happy

Is crazy. It takes all sorts of crazy twists and turns that lift us up to some of the highest places and pulls us down to the deepest darkest spaces where the only light we see is the hope we hope we have. Sometimes we're up, sometimes we're down. On the way up we close our eyes and run face first to the sky. On the way down we hold on tightly and every muscle is tense as we wait for when we can breathe again. And suddenly it stops, and we open our eyes, we let go of what we've been holding on to, and we begin to take a breath. It comes easier each time we try, and now we're walking on a narrow road: a road with perspective, a road that, though it is more narrow, just feels... more freeing. We look down that long road, take a deeper breath than we've done before and start walking with our eyes lifted to the things that will keep me from stumbling.

That's where I am right now :).

Psalm 139

Oh Lord, You have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise, and perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down.You are familiar with all of my ways....If I go up to the heavens you are there. If I make my bed in the depths of hell, you were there still...

Post from MYSPACE! Yes, I logged into my myspace account for the first time in who knows how long. Now I am hungry... and really, really happy that there is food at tonight's gathering :).

Love, love, love, love, love... Lindsay